I met a female comic who is just cool. She’s funny, she’s pretty, she’s a mom and get this– she’s thin. The woman has it going on! She was talking to a younger comic saying she just is too tired to go down to, insert prestige club here, to try and get a spot. Meanwhile the younger comic was drooling at the thought of performing at this club (and drooling at her). She explained, I come into the city from the suburbs and I want to make more than my babysitter gets. At a certain point in one’s career I don’t know that the drive lessens or life gets in the way, but comedy becomes more and more like a job. What she was describing is exactly what I have a feeling I will go through if I wind up having a family. Hearing her talk was like looking in a pretend mirror of the future, err a very attractive pretend mirror.Cool Female Comic
I met a female comic who is just cool. She’s funny, she’s pretty, she’s a mom and get this– she’s thin. The woman has it going on! She was talking to a younger comic saying she just is too tired to go down to, insert prestige club here, to try and get a spot. Meanwhile the younger comic was drooling at the thought of performing at this club (and drooling at her). She explained, I come into the city from the suburbs and I want to make more than my babysitter gets. At a certain point in one’s career I don’t know that the drive lessens or life gets in the way, but comedy becomes more and more like a job. What she was describing is exactly what I have a feeling I will go through if I wind up having a family. Hearing her talk was like looking in a pretend mirror of the future, err a very attractive pretend mirror.
I am fortunate that I have been passed at one comedy club for their “late night” portion of the show. In order to perform at late you night you have to wait anywhere from an hour to to almost 2 hours for 5 minutes of stage time at midnight. I am grateful to have the option of performing at late night, but I have been going less and less because I have been producing more and more shows.

I was told I had two really good sets this weekend. Mind you both sets were on shows that I run. My producer brain gets so stressed and caught up with the small things that I’m not able to appreciate my good sets. Or producing is just an excuse because it’s difficult for me to celebrate my accomplishments. If it’s the latter, then I’m really on my way to becoming a real comedian!
I’m tired. I have a new job that is 25 hours a week (most comics have full time jobs). In addition to freelance jobs. Oh and I’m a comedian which involves late nights. I need to figure out a balance. Today I had a few hours in between my job and running an 

